Across The Universe maksa!

Words are flowing out like endless rain into this blog,, (maksa dikit ah! ) ahhh it’s been a while since the last “sumpah serapah”..

Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind possesing and caressing me,, Not much going on lately but indeed there’s been some joy, and much of sorrow and conflict inside about “yes” or “no”, ” Is it the ‘it’ ?” or “Is it just another ‘it’ like the other ‘its’ (plural for it) from the past?” I have not made up my mind just yet but the thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they tumble blindly as they make their way.. (maksa lagi!)..

Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns, it calls me on and on,, such a beautiful words.. They ARE keep caling me but I just don’t know what’s wrong.. maybe the sunlights cannot force through the set of clouds even if there’s a millions of them..

Across the universe

I have never known
The like of this, I’ve been alone
And I have missed things
And kept out of sight
For other girls were never quite
Like this,

Falling, yes I am falling..
And she keeps me calling, me back again
And I want all the world to see we’ve met

(BEATLES CAMPUR SARI)

Menjawab T.A.I di bawah

Wah.. sebenernya…

Ini masalah yg pelik. Gua mulai kenal dia kira-kira Juli 2007. Pertamanya gua ga berani.. High Class abis deh pokoknya. Tapi temen2 gua dan keluarga gua pada nyemangatin, ayo lah san.. iseng2 berhadiah, gua juga pengen banget sebenernya. Yaudah gua coba deh pdkt. Walaupun gua tau yang ngantriin dia banyak bangeeet. Ratusan dah.. Dan kelasnya mungkin banyak yang di atas gua

Awalnya lewat dunia maya, internet, itu pun komunikasinya terbatas banget. Gua cuman ngasih tau ketertarikan gua. Trus gua udah ketemu kakak sama adeknya, sempet ngobrol-ngobrol ditanya ini itu. Kebetulan kakaknya di Bandung tinggalnya jadi ga repot. Trus tiba-tiba gua di telpon sama tantenya. Suruh ketemu di jakarta. yaudah lah gua samperin. Diajak ngobrol2 lagi..

Keluarkaaaaan!!!

3 huruf.. bersama merangkai sebuah kata..

maap kalo ada yang ga suka.. tapi tiga huruf ini harus keluar

sekali lagi maap..

 

 

T . A . I

 

 

bener-bener minta maaf…

sumpah..

ga tahan soalnya….

ahhhhhhh (menghela napas!)

Menghilangkan keindahan lirik coldplay di bawah neh!

The Scientist

 

 

Nobody said it was easy

It’s such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so damn hard

I’m going back to the start…..

 

Ouch…..

 

 

 

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